I am overwhelmed at how Jess makes me realize how many his kind of people are. It overwhelms me to the point that it paralyzes my entire optimism at every single thing. It depresses me.

All he did the during Religion class (when we were given almost the whole period as free time) was preach to me his beliefs. To encourage me like a salesman to try smoking pot with him. To denounce God. Everything!

Please Jess. We have been through this over and over again since we have been seatmates more than a month ago. Stop already. I am sick and tired of you telling me that there is no God. That guys like me would be killed in no time for our oh-so-goodie-good attitudes. I am sick and tired of your insults. I am tired of all your bragging. I am sick and tired of you!

If you hate how people dictate stuff to you, don’t do it to people like me. You know how you hate it when people insist on attacking what you believe in. Then do not force me to inflict the same spiteful things at you.

I absolutely can’t wait for our next shuffling of seating arrangement.

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