UPCAT yesterday. God, I hope I pass. I don’t know what I’m going to do if I realize I’ll have to stay at the same school for college. Oh please, no. Please Lord, papasahin mo ‘ko!

My mom drove me to UP. On the way, I felt…depressed. The car was tuned to a certain station playing early 90′s music. It made me feel nostalgic to the times when I was a young kid. And then I realized, oh no, I’m going to college. Argh, why am I crying over the departure of younger years. You know that hopeless feeling, that you have no other choice but to surrender to time and grow up.

Oh, I chose Film & Audio-Visual Communications as my course in the application form. So that’s what I’m taking. Apparently, many people change courses after their first year, so… I’m not sure yet.