Still not okay.
There are many things about me and going on with me which I don’t post in my blog. Reading my entries may give you the impression that everything’s fine or, that I’m always happy. That’s not true. I’ve long recognized the fact that some people will inevitably make assumptions and their own interpretations of things based on what I write here. And it’s not their fault. Talagang gano’n. That’s fine with me. I guess that’s how I conciously package my online self.
… I just… I don’t know… Things aren’t always fine and dandy with me. There are times I disgust myself when I read my blog. 
You should really try selective-friends-posting. Stop trying to chronicle every “event” in your life. You tend to package it too much. It’s your blog. Live it.
Oh, I don’t know where unexplainable depression/sadness comes from, I’m yet to theorise on that.
*hug.*
everybody needs to explode once in a while. even you, dear bikoy. *hug ulit.*
celeni: i think sadness, unexplainable or otherwise, is one’s (un)consciousness’ clamoring for change.
celeni muli: pano nga ba yung selective-friends-posting? that feature doesn’t work on my lj. or is it just for paid accounts?
ganun talaga ang sikat…kakalungkot minsan.
ica: you have to create custom friend groups. and they are okay for friend posting. (i wonder if you’ll see this again, i’ll x-post). here’s the link: http://www.livejournal.com/friends/editgroups.bml
take everything easy.
minsan ganyan din naiisip ko, pero the least I could do is lock the entry or blurt it out. at least in a way nakaka-relieve yung feeling kapag nalabas mo na lahat. although publicly people get to read about sensitive entries, it actually makes others think about it and understand you more.
pero minsan nagbabackfire din yun, naka 3 or 4 IRL fights na ata ako dahil sa mga entries ko na ganyan.
*hug* lang
Bikoy,
A blog can be used for many different things. Some people spill their guts, some live a different life through their blog, or others (like myself) try to protray what they see in everyday life. You may need to just sit and really explore what you want to portray. Do you want to expose yourself? Do you want to take on another persona? These are questions you need to answer for yourself. Also, dont worry what people think of your blog, its for you not them. Keep your head up, you will be A-OK
thank you to everyone who commented
i appreciate the comments
ayos lang yan, dude.
Ganyan talaga ang buhay at ang Internet.
Maski ako, yung mga personal na problema, wala sa blog. Hindi naman kailangang i-broadcast. Wala naman iyong magagawa upang malutas ang kung ano mang suliranin ang meron ka.